Well, I had thought that I would be going to our Church tomorrow, and then in the afternoon I'd blog all about my adventure from this past Friday, but instead my family and I will be going to visit my Mimi in the Hospital. My Mimi called my daddy today on the phone...she tried to hold back her tears as she broke the news to him....she told him that she found out today that she has 4 blockages in her heart and there's nothing anyone can do for her. The doctor's have said that they cannot do a bypass....she needs a new heart, but her kidneys are not strong enough to take a transplant (as far as we all understand thus far...not sure if this was even talked about, or if it's an option.)
I am not sure about what to expect when I walk through those Hospital doors in the morning. I am upset and confused....and I just want to go and hug her and be beside her. We've always struggled with connecting with one another....and I haven't always been there for her as a granddaughter. I just want things to be okay, and for her to see that I do love her and I do think of her often contrary to belief. I want to have a change of heart....to hold her dearer and closer in my heart....because I am not sure what is going to happen.
Please pray for my Mimi, my Papa, and my family and I as we travel to go see them tomorrow.
Many thanks for your prayers and much love to you all,